Day 12

What a day. I think it went pretty well. The funny thing is, today I was on wow a ton. I must have spent 3 hours of it trying to figure out how to come back to life though. I fell off of a cliff and apparently my body was somewhere half way down. Every time I tried to go back to my body and res back to life, I would fall off the cliff in spirit form. For a second or two as my spirit fell past my body I would get the "Come back to life?" prompt, but before I could press yes the prompt would go away. I can't count the number of times I was like "Damnit!" LOL!

So, today I did wow quite a bit. When Erin got home from work, I logged off, and got the lawn mowed. I would have done it earlier but didn't want to be out there with the girls inside. After I had mowed the lawn and was laying down on the couch cooling off, my dad called. He asked if I was still in school and how many classes I was in. I told him I was only in one now, and that it was just way too much to handle trying to get to classes on campus when I have such a weird schedule some days. He asked what my plans were and I told hima bout me resuming my online school with the hospitality management bachelors degree starting in June. To my surprise he didn't seem shocked or upset. I guess he was just happy to know what was going on. What can I say? Honesty has always worked best. Sometimes it is the most difficult to do, but it is always the best bet.

So about wow. I've got mixed feelings about it. I restarted the character I had when I went through my divorce, only this time I made a male night elf priest instead of a female. My previous character that was stolen apparently is long gone, because I was able to use the same name for him that I had used previously. Well through the time that I have played, I actually enjoy it a lot! The mixed feeling part is last night when I was trying to go to sleep, I was reliving parts of when the ex and I were working in Cut Bank, Montana. That was fun. *Rolls Eyes* The job was good starting out, but after a while things became all WoW all the time. So, I guess I have a negative past tied to the game. But now Erin and I are both on there and I know that things will be better. She enjoys the game, and so do I. Plus, since I'm a healer, I enjoy helping other players during battles and will be doing that for Erin some time as we level our characters up.

So when my dad called, we talked about soccer, the house, etc. I mentioned that I just did the lawn. He asked if we were keeping the house up and I told him yup we were. Then we talked about Ally being in soccer and how I will probably be jumping in and starting to coach them. The thing is, the people coaching the team apparently don't know too much about the sport. They do their best, but the main coach mentioned to Erin that Soccer is the sport she knows the least about over all and to tell me if I wanted to help coach that I'd be more than welcome. I have never coached soccer before. I have played for most my life minus the last few years, and I have ref'd. I know all the things about soccer, lots of different tricks and exercises you can do to get better. I don't think it'd be as big a deal if I was the main and only coach. I'm not sure I want to work "with" someone. XD I guess I probably will though, and maybe for next year I will volunteer to have my own team. We'll see what happens. I got lots of pointers from dad about how to work with the girls on different things. I know they are young, so they wont get as much as older players, but this is the stage in life when learning how to play is a good thing mainly because it will help them when they get older. I guess I have to admit that a big part of me is pretty nervous. I know I have nothing to be nervous about, but I still am. I can't explain it.

So, I appologize. Tonight I really do not know what to write about. It's weird, when I'm at home on my days off, I have mentioned that it is hard for me to be open minded on my days off for some reason. That's why when I sit down and try to write a completely off the wall entry, I go out on the porch or go somewhere where I can just let go. So, I will write more for you tomorrow. With any luck, there will be more going on and I will be able to let it all out.

Thanks for being here.

CB